blessed.

4:25 am

just got home to what was a fabulous ending to my christmas day.
this christmas wasnt really much about recieving, it was more about realizing the wonderful people and advantages i have in life. my life is filled with so much love that i didnt know i was surrounded with until i finally got to accepting it and all the realizations.



i have a best friend that i cant even put to words of how much she means to me. we've been childhood bestfriends since age 8. love dont get stronger than that. we've been thru it ALL, u name it... we've been thru it. shes basically my blood sister.

i have 2 amazing and supportive parents that i cant even put in words of how thankful i am. especially my relationship with my mom has grown stronger. i was recently finally able to open up and tell her about the rough things i have been going thru since my past till now. she knows every. single. secret. i love that she could understand all of it. shes one of the strongest person ive ever met and i hella admire her for that. ive never seen NOTHING bring her down. shes always walking with her head held up high and i hope that i could be half the amazing woman she is.

i have 1 little baby brother that looks up to me for my so far success in what i have accomplished and i love him for that. ive always wanted to be the person he looks up to and comes for advice to. AND i am that person. we talk about everything. we have 2 hour phone conversations about deep stuff and also random stuff.(which ive never thought we'd ever had with him.) hes a pain in the ass at times... but its ONE pain in the ass that i cant live without. <3
i have girlfriends who are always there for me thru thick and thin. i love them with all i got. my ride or die chicks, who are always there in a drop of a dime.

i have this guy... who is showing me the true and mature ways of life. he makes me better in life and as a person that i am. we're always out and open and we're able to talk about anything. hes not someone on the side who just supports me verbally, he knows what to say at the right time and always takes care of me and wen im feeling down. amazing personality, successful career, and fucking always knows how to put a smile on my face...what more can i ask for. ;) i'd tell u more about him...... but you'd fall in love with him too.



im fucking truly blessed.
merry christmas to you, all you peoples . peas.