new toy. new hair. new nails. new beginning.

thanks mom and dad for my new toy. <3

summer is ending in one week. so sad. caught up a lot with old friends and realized a lot about some  things.. learning very slowly, but learning about a lot every single day. im pretty excited for the classes i registered for next term. i hope i get some really amazing portfolio pieces out of them. wahoo. i got to see my old friend sarah couple nights ago and got to meet her fiance. congrats for finding a man who's amazing for you. 

my kitchen.

my candle.

my beer.

my gorgeous mexican bestie/my hairstylist.

너때문에...습관

nahn nuh ee juhl guh yah... guhn dae.. wae ee lluh kae bogo shipu jee?

why cant it be easier?

miss my bestie so much. cant wait till she comes back again :) the timing couldnt be any more perfect. cant wait till you come back home, so that we can hit up the bars, just you and me. it was so much fun last time... too bad those guys we met weren't up to our standards. HAHA <3>

break is over in about 2 weeks. boo... i need a vacation. seriously. i need to get away from everyone and everything here... feeling burned out from school too. : / im debating if i should take next themester off or not... my mom said to take a term off and travel around all of europe. VERY tempting. but then again... im gonna be going on my cruise to alaska, trip to new york w/ friends, and mexico. too much traveling.. this whole week, i literally went to H&M 4 times. so many friends came down to visit me so i took them to americana and old town, so basically all i did was shop till my ankles broke off. i came down to irvine today to see my family, and guess what my mom wanted to do the minute i stepped into the door.... shopping. -_- so we shopped all day at irvine spect. and tomorrow, we're shopping AGAIN at southcoast. but southcoast is not that bad, my bestfriends are all there: gucci, dior, and chanel. HAHA im rambling on right now. ill stop.

on another note, im getting my SLR this week and im super stoked as hell. dont know which canon yet.. ahhhhh!!!!! so excited.

thats all for now.

love to break

summer term is finally over. now, its time for MY summer to begin. muahaha.. the term ended better than i thought, final projects turned out way better than i expected. four nights of allnighters in a row did pay off. thank god. haha. i dont have too many summer plans right now.. but so far, my plans are: mexico, new york, visit the family, go to tons of art museums, and drown myself in alcohol. haha, jk.


its funny how everyhthing turns out when you have too much wishful thinking. people that you would think that would never do anything to break u, break you apart harder. hearing that you have another one completely broke me. thats what you do. and at this point, i honestly think that THATS what you like to do. break me.



some summer eye candy so far:




gramps<3 haha



thats all for now.

//geezus.

you talk a lotta shit, then turn your back on it. think twice before you ever do something stupid like that. again.

over analyzing

just a mock up of  my men's underwear packaging so far. w/out any of the graphics added yet. stacked corrugated cardboard w/ cutout in the middle for 2 pairs of underwear.

process of information booklet on the censorship on china. sequel to my triptic posters that were done earlier in the term. 

i still cant believe its week 13. "what am i doing..........?" i shouldnt even be caring about any other un neccessary bullshit right now. im hella getting home sick these days.  bestie came back down to socal today. i cant wait to see her ugly ass. 

so upside down twisting.

honestly, why the hell do i do the things to me when i know in the back of my head that its not good for me. i always over analyze stupid shit and let it get to me. its funny how some "things" you thought were so true can just make you feel like shit within a second. im so hella irritated with the people and things that are turning out all bad and not according to plan. i really need to learn just not to fucking think about it a certain way. live life to the fullest, dont give a fuck about things when its not even good for you. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

use your head, not your heart.

someday-nickelback




How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren't we able, to see the signs that we missed
And try turn the tables

I wish you'd unclench your fists, and unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
But don't think it's too late

Nothing's wrong, just as long as
You know that someday I will

Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when

Well I'd hope that since we're here anyway
That we could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up staying
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror

Nothing's wrong, just as long as
You know that someday I will




the weekend was fun: beer/pool party at my place. hanging out with my girls. meeting new people. pool time fun in the sun. family visited me. and hanging out with my girls s'more. ///////// i have 2 more weeks of school left. it passed by so quick for me. i have about a year to a year and half till i graduate. i keep thinking about it and it makes me more and more excited every time i think about it. after school ends in 2 weeks, im getting out of glendale. finally. booking hotels in advance and planning everything out is gonna be mirgrane-ish. but it'll be worth it. happy face. the earthquake that recently happened really scared the shit out of me. i hid under my covers, thinking... this is so unreal. living in glendale, not having anyone too close living by me, not even having a roomate is pretty scary. next time, ill just run under my desk. :) everything seems different to me these days. even the way i see things and certain people nowadays seem kinda different.....but whatevers, i guess people go thru their little phases. sometimes i miss you alot..i think i miss you more than i want to admit that i miss you. but i try my best to erase your face out of my head, telling myself that you're not missing me.

stuck.

APOLOGIZE-ONE REPUBLIC

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

back track.

i'll never forget.






"love should be fatal. you should never recover from it. if you can, then it wasnt love,"

boggle minded

this song is so great.

it's week 12 right now. almost done with school. i hella cant wait. currently working on a men's tighty whitey underwear packaging, refining a bachlorette kit packaging, and a long form booklet on censorship in china. i cant wait till i get off of school, cuz summer is here!

everything these days are passing by as a blur to me. time is passing by too quickly and things are happening too fast. i guess time flies when you're having fun. so many important things are coming up soon. 5th term review, my cruise to alaska, baby brothers graduation!, my 21st bday...etc. hahaha.




i know this is way over due... but...


REST IN PEACE, FRANCESCO. you will be forever missed, italian.