real talk.

when im talking to you, you somehow know how to make all my troubles disappear. this is so real.

blessed.

4:25 am

just got home to what was a fabulous ending to my christmas day.
this christmas wasnt really much about recieving, it was more about realizing the wonderful people and advantages i have in life. my life is filled with so much love that i didnt know i was surrounded with until i finally got to accepting it and all the realizations.



i have a best friend that i cant even put to words of how much she means to me. we've been childhood bestfriends since age 8. love dont get stronger than that. we've been thru it ALL, u name it... we've been thru it. shes basically my blood sister.

i have 2 amazing and supportive parents that i cant even put in words of how thankful i am. especially my relationship with my mom has grown stronger. i was recently finally able to open up and tell her about the rough things i have been going thru since my past till now. she knows every. single. secret. i love that she could understand all of it. shes one of the strongest person ive ever met and i hella admire her for that. ive never seen NOTHING bring her down. shes always walking with her head held up high and i hope that i could be half the amazing woman she is.

i have 1 little baby brother that looks up to me for my so far success in what i have accomplished and i love him for that. ive always wanted to be the person he looks up to and comes for advice to. AND i am that person. we talk about everything. we have 2 hour phone conversations about deep stuff and also random stuff.(which ive never thought we'd ever had with him.) hes a pain in the ass at times... but its ONE pain in the ass that i cant live without. <3
i have girlfriends who are always there for me thru thick and thin. i love them with all i got. my ride or die chicks, who are always there in a drop of a dime.

i have this guy... who is showing me the true and mature ways of life. he makes me better in life and as a person that i am. we're always out and open and we're able to talk about anything. hes not someone on the side who just supports me verbally, he knows what to say at the right time and always takes care of me and wen im feeling down. amazing personality, successful career, and fucking always knows how to put a smile on my face...what more can i ask for. ;) i'd tell u more about him...... but you'd fall in love with him too.



im fucking truly blessed.
merry christmas to you, all you peoples . peas.

are you an idiot?

haha, love the last clip of bush. hilarious.

The Daily Show With Jon StewartM - Th 11p / 10c

End Times Countdown - Bush Exit Interviews

Barack Obama Interview
John McCain Interview

Sarah Palin Video
Funny Election Video

finals on crack.

we tear each other down, we rebuild each other and then we grow.

1 and a half more weeks of school left. my days and nights currently consist of sitting at my computer for hours (until the sun goes down and comes back up again), coffee, energy drinks, eyes of a zombie, messy house, papers everywhere, dry contacts....just plain stress.
i signed up for my classes next term, but not finalized. which is another load on my shoulders. im excited for break to start. christmas. catching up and more playing with my beautiful friends. but STILL, not all play during this break. im gonna be cooped up at my house working on my website (since im interning in the summer) and im also gonna be getting errands done that are way over due. and of course, gonna go on a couple road trips. hoorah.

on a happier note, went home for thanksgiving weekend. felt so warm and comfortable to be back at my parents house and being able to see my family again. i missed turkey day last year due to my internship in korea. so i was pretty stoked for thanksgiving this year. absolutely delicious. smiles, catching up on whats new, joking around with my brother, hanging out with family. i went back to my house in time for black friday. dad gave me some shopping money so... i fought the crowd and went shopping. so much people at the mall, not good enough sales. i ended up buying a lot of stuff for original price. haha. the best thing i got out of black friday was my 100 blank cd pack for 10 bucks. wahoo.





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