re-live.

theres been huge changes happening for me. 2008 is almost over. thank god. it really needs to be over.

im glad i met you, you made me forget about things that i want to let go of. you put smiles on my face.

i honestly dont know what the fuck im doing. i have so many things to do, and yet.. i let every single day pass as if time isnt passing by at all. what the hell is wrong with me? i really dont know. i think theres too much to do, that im hella over whelmed.

sometimes... i wish that we were still friends.

there are a couple people that happen to just "be there"... when i need my space. give me my fucking space. youre not that important anyways. just annoying the hell out of me. to all of my close friends. i heart you all.

youre the first guy to ever cook for me. cutie pie. it tasted delish.

crossing my fingers for you, baby bro, i hope you get into USC.

i am 89 percent. a percentage of something that you will never know and understand. just know that im almost there, and hopefully ill be 100 percent very very soon.

asparagus and corn is all i eat now. haha, i really dont know why. i know, i know, asparagus gives you a funky smell in the piss. who cares?

sucha hella random post this is.

this term is supposed to be MY term. MY chance to rejuvenate. tell me why, i cant, and the same thoughts are still in my head, as last term.

this blows.

-end-

my next toy.

i want this so bad. extremely beautiful. the new itouch.

"HI DAD, christmas is almost here."
muahahahahaha

THATS WHATS UP

Horoscope: Friday, September 26
If your emotions are getting the best of you, it could be that some hidden issues are ready to emerge. You need to take care of those skeletons in the closet if you want to move on.


Week 3 of school and already pulling all nighters. kill. me. now. I feel good about this term, Im pretty stoked. Planning to intern soon, either spring or summer term. not sure yet. summer ended off really good. had a lot of fun. Halloween is coming up, thinking about going on a road trip to frisco!! (the plan. dress up as a soju bottle and go drinking at a sool jip.) haha. just. kidding. president of art center resigned. this past weds was his last day. stupid bastard. school is good. friends are fabulous. everything is good. i just wanna hurry up and graduate and move to new york to work with the big boys. cant wait.



random pictures from the end of summer:



















♥ loves it.

everytime.

i'll be deleting memory.
since i know you dont really give a rat's ass.
watch your mouth, ive been hearing everything youve been saying and everything youve been doing. its not as on the DOWN LOW as u expect it to be. stupid fuck... nah ee mahn cchu muhk uh suh.....

first day of school.

class was sucha drag today... haha, hopefully ill adjust really really soon. i love my new true religions, thanks mom for all of them! loves u. a lot of changes are happenin and im liking it. summer was better than i thought it'd be. i love my friends.

fuck you very much!

Look inside, look inside your tiny mind
and look a bit harder
cause we're so uninspired
so sick and tired
of all the hatred you harbor
so you say it's not okay to be gay
well I think you're just evil
you're just some racist who can't tie my laces
you're point of view is not legal
Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don't stay in touch
fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause your words don't translate
and it's getting quite late
so please don't stay in touch
do you get, do you get a little kick out of being small-minded?
you want to be like your father
it's approval you're after
well that's not how you'll find it
do you, do you really enjoy living a life that's so hateful
cause there's a hole where your soul should be
you're losing control of it
and it's really distasteful
Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don't stay in touch
fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause your words don't translate
and it's getting quite late
so please don't stay in touch
Look inside, look inside your tiny mind
and look a bit harder
cause we're so uninspired
so sick and tired
of all the hatred you harbor
Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don't stay in touch
fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause your words don't translate
and it's getting quite late
so please don't stay in touch

horoscope tells all

Friday, September 5//
Romantic energies are strong in your chart, but you could find you are clumsy when you try to push things, especially if you are in a new relationship. You might find that it is a bad time to try out that kinky position you found in the Illustrated Kama Sutra right now.



"you are clumsy when you try to push things..."

hahaha, oh god...


ill be who i was made to be, no more depending. nothing. its all more clear to me after today. now i know exactly why the things happened, did happen. thank you so much.