smiling so big that i think my mouth is going to rip.

gentleman.
funny as hell.
simple and cute.
best date ever.

frida.

boredom at 5am

1) Was 2008 a good year for you?
- it had some good moments and bad.
good because i learned and realized a lot about things.
bad because there were things i did that i regret.

2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
- when ellie and i got drunk, just the 2 of us and got lost in hollywood/la area. horrifying, but by far, the best adventure ever.
AND
when i got an opportunity to intern at korea.

3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
-when i burned my whole wrist while cooking.

4) Where were you when 2008 began?
- i think i was in the OC

5) Who were you with?
- with my loving family.

6) Where will you be when 2008 end?
- i have no idea

7) Who will you be with when 2008 ends?
- celebrating with my girlfriends for a fresh and new year starting. 2008 HAS to end asap.

8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2008?
- i forgot what my resolution was.

9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2009?
- yes, lets see if i can keep up with my resolution. haha

10) Did you fall in love in 2008?
- yes

11) Did you breakup with anyone in 2008?
- yesn i did

16) Did you make any new friends in 2008?
- i made a whole bunch of amazing new friends this year and
i met a lot of talented and inspiring artists/designers.


17) Who are your favorite new friends?
-secret!

18) What was your favorite month of 2008?
-i dont have a specific month that i loved, but every month had its ups and downs.

19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2008?
- yes i did, korea.

20) How many different states did you travel to in 2008?
- i dont remember. i think i went to vegas once?

21) Did you lose anyone close to you in 2006?
- i don't think so.. let's keep it that way :D

22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
- no, i dont really miss anyone. i already have the people that i need in my life. i do miss my dead goldfish, ikea.

23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2008?
- THE SEX AND CITY MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!

24) What was your favorite song from 2008?
- too much-crown j

25) What was your favorite album from 2008?
- i dont buy albums

26) Have you gone to any concerts in 2006?
- nope i havent

27) if you did go to the concert who was your favorite?
- i didn't go, damn it

28) did you drink a lot of alchohol in 2008?
- how much is too much? hahaha........

29) did you do a lot of drugs in 2008?
- i am drug free. hug me!

i deleted Q #30.

31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
- haha..... doesnt everybody?

33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2008?
- that your mom is pretty.

34) did you treat somebody badly in 2008?
- im the nicest person ever around. i never treat anyone badly.......... ;)

35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2008?
- yeah, but shit happens.

36) How much money did you spend in 2008?
- don't even get me started.......... -__-

37) What was your proudest moment of 2008?
- when i killed a spider ALL by my self.

38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2008?
- everyday is embarrassing for me, cus im a clumsy mother fucker

39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2008 and change something, what would it be?
- i wouldn't change a thing. everything happens for a reason.

40) What are your plans for 2009?
- my cruise to alaska, internship at a GPK firm, and watch my baby brother graduate.

i need to find myself again.

my favorite topic: love.

its been about a couple months since i ended a chapter in my life and began a new chapter. i've been busy living my life and starting to do the things that i love again. I've learned to appreciate the moments where i can just sit at home and catch up on things i need to do without worrying the other person. did they eat yet? are they hungry? did anything bad happen at work? is he having a good day? you start to realize that you don't have to worry about saying the wrong things to them or making stupid little mistakes to upset them...on top of the other stressful things you have to do. one less present you have to buy for a christmas. one less person to wish happy birthday. one negative thing is: feeling lonely at times and wishing you had that significant other with you. having someone to come home to after a rough day is the best feeling ever. and i miss that. it's okay though. i guess as time passes and as i concentrate on my self instead of someone else, the next man to come across me will be a million times better than the past, cus of the time i waited for them and learned so much from the past.

i always believed in love. but honestly, love doesnt change. the people that are involved in it do. of course, i can be a bitter person towards love, cus it fucked me over big time. of course, after everything came to an end, i felt like my world was broken into pieces. of course, i stopped believing in love. but in the end, the only person you should blame is the person you fell in love with turned out to be a nonbeliever in love. don't blame love.

i think my emotions are starting to run dry now. i want to fall in love again, but i don't think i have any more emotions left to anymore...i'm all drained out now. well, for now.

don't get me wrong though, i appreciate every single moment of my life and the people that actually DO love me back. the bond that i have with my family and i have never been stronger. i have a good amount of close friends and one bestfriend that i love with all my heart. i couldn't ask for more or be any happier. i'll be graduating soon and i've been continuing to meet more and more talented and inspiring people. i've got an opportunity to be interning in new york soon for something that i truly, truly love. but there's just one thing missing.. i don't know what it is yet. maybe it's love, maybe it's just finding myself once again.

never should've left my bubble.

Information graphics class//
_Process of organizing radio commercials.
_Music FM vs. News AM
_Organizing the invisible.


I pulled an all nighter today. I was about to hop onto the 2 south.. and i saw hella news station trucks stocked up. I ended up going to the kinko's by my place instead. took me about 20-30 just to get home, when it shoulda only taken 3 minutes. turns out that there was a shooting at 2am. no wonder.... during my homework breaks, i went outside to get some air... i saw some weird CSI looking helicopters. that explains it. weird that something like this happened in la cresenta. la county scares the shit out of me. weird ass shit like this never happened to me in the oc..what a change. cookoo. its hella scary cus it was right next to my house...




here's the story:

October 8, 2008

GLENDALE -- A connector road linking the Foothill and Glendale freeways is closed this morning after a motorcyclist was killed in a possible shooting, authorities said.

A group of motorcyclists were traveling along the connector road linking the eastbound Foothill (210) Freeway to the southbound Glendale (2) Freeway when shots rang out around 2 a.m. and one man went down, said Sgt. Tom Lorenz of the Glendale Police Department.

Firefighters and California Highway Patrol officers at the scene discovered the motorcycle in bushes alongside the road and its deceased rider nearby.

Investigators initially reported that the man had been shot, however, Glendale Police later said they were not sure if he suffered a gunshot wound.

"I still do not have any determination whether or not he is a victim of a shooting. There have been reports of shots fired. That doesn't necessarily mean he was hit because his bike did go down and he did go off the freeway," Lorenz said.

Officers are investigating the possibility that someone fired shots at the man, causing him to crash his motorcycle.

Lorenz said the victim is associated with the Mongols Motorcycle Club -- a motorcycle gang founded in Montebello in the 1970s.

"We don't know if, in fact, the gang affiliation has anything to do with the situation," Lorenz said.

Other members who were riding with the victim at the time of the shooting are cooperating with police.

The connector roads linking the 210 and 2 freeways were shut down, along with the Foothill Boulevard onramp to the southbound 2, causing traffic backlog during the morning commute.

The roads were expected to remain closed during the investigation.

The northbound 2 Freeway was closed at Mountain Street until 5:30 a.m., when the lanes were reopened, said CHP Officer Anthony Martin.

No arrests have been reported.

let go, let flow.

lunch


gorgeous


twin


gloomy mornings


party


loser


tipsy


cuban

re-live.

theres been huge changes happening for me. 2008 is almost over. thank god. it really needs to be over.

im glad i met you, you made me forget about things that i want to let go of. you put smiles on my face.

i honestly dont know what the fuck im doing. i have so many things to do, and yet.. i let every single day pass as if time isnt passing by at all. what the hell is wrong with me? i really dont know. i think theres too much to do, that im hella over whelmed.

sometimes... i wish that we were still friends.

there are a couple people that happen to just "be there"... when i need my space. give me my fucking space. youre not that important anyways. just annoying the hell out of me. to all of my close friends. i heart you all.

youre the first guy to ever cook for me. cutie pie. it tasted delish.

crossing my fingers for you, baby bro, i hope you get into USC.

i am 89 percent. a percentage of something that you will never know and understand. just know that im almost there, and hopefully ill be 100 percent very very soon.

asparagus and corn is all i eat now. haha, i really dont know why. i know, i know, asparagus gives you a funky smell in the piss. who cares?

sucha hella random post this is.

this term is supposed to be MY term. MY chance to rejuvenate. tell me why, i cant, and the same thoughts are still in my head, as last term.

this blows.

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